Irregularities

They just won't listen to what I try to say. I say, stop living in a world of Ideas, for it will trample down the hardships you built! Listen to me... They are not listening, they listen to what they thought is true and what they thought is right for us to do... But all the while what they thought is just a thought. I am the one immersed with the real world, the world of Aristotle. You live in a Platonic world, a world of Ideas...

"Why are you treating me like this..? I do not deserve this kind of treatment..." The words I discretely shout, every time I see irregularities..

In reality, Ideas sucks! Ideas are ideal but reality is real, logically saying though. Why won't you go out into your caves, and see for yourself what the world has to offer you. And maybe soon you will wake up and open your eyes to the reality of this world.

As they say, learn from your past but don't live 'in' your past... Don't live 'in' your past, or else you will lose me. I'm a great asset I believe. And I don't deserve this kind of treatment, egocentrically saying.

Irregularities, give me some more of them...

I can still bear it...

Until when..?

I do not know.

Channeling and all that sort...

I don't believe this. The things I don't want to do has been starting to corrupt my innocence. It will pay a price, I know it will. Maybe not today? Maybe not tomorrow? But I know it'll come. I pray it won't come.
The pressure is putting me into the limits of my honesty and obedience. Tolerance from the higher being is pushing me to do what is beyond my capacity. Huge amount of money will be poured and I hope time will give me enough time to pay all my debts, or else it'll slowly tear me into pieces.

Channeling...

To Channel these negative energies and convert it into a positive one. One that gives opportunity than breakage, one that gives hope than fear, and joy than anxiety. The pressure of the dam is putting huge volume and density to the walls. All I need to do is to channel the waters, distribute it into smaller parts, taking the consequence of spillage and damage.

It has been done, and it will be done.

Channeling, and all that sorts.

Keep the pressure coming, and I will channel them.