For quite a time I resorted to blogging as a way of documenting the streams of experiences gushing forth in my life. I was really thankful for the help of my friend, a doctor, in patiently teaching me the secrets of blogging. Now she's in training for two-years and I am left alone.
I left blogging too. A lot of events happened since the last time i posted a blog. But none of them were written.
Here are some:
March 2009 My sister had dengue, a very traumatic experience for us in the family.
May 2009 Dad left home.
May 28, 2009 somebody stole my hard earned money.
September 2009 I felt the urge to resign.
December 2009 I almost died of a car accident.
My sister, again, underwent appendectomy (surgery to remove her appendix) Another family tragedy.
I even forget some of the events.
Now it is 2010, I am broke and very much indebted. This will continue till the end of this year.
But where was I during those moments. All the while I thought that this laptop is an avenue to escape the thoughts of reality and place it in a record of the past, awaiting to be visited again and be dealt with by a ready heart. I failed to do it. I failed to document those events. I value so much the habit of journal writing. But I failed. Maybe I was just alienated from myself, society and my soul because of the busy-ness of capitalistic thinking? or was I just a piece of a dead fish following the flow of the river?
Whatever that happened to me, I apologize to my self.
Another thing, Now it is April, not the usual year-opener blog. But I would like to formally announce my return to the blogging world.
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